Fist off, let me give you the reasoning behind this particular dream.
One bright, sunny day my cousins, a family-friend, and I were all enjoying our ever-pleasant swimming pool. Jessica (who is three years my elder) and I were sitting on an unnecessarily heavy raft filled with Beanie-Baby innards, playing with Barbies 'cause my family doesn't believe in suppressing our individualism with useless gender-rolls... Just kidding. I was just spoiled and the adults let me do whatever the hell I pleased. Anyway, being my uncoordinated self, I rolled off the raft and into the water. To make a long story short, my other cousin (yes, you Jeanna) and aforementioned family-friend ignored Jessica's pleas for help because they didn't love me (mainly because I was the baby, and the adults let me do whatever the hell I pleased). My mother, all ready for work, ended up having to jump in to save my little life.
Now, to the dream.
I'm standing on a dock in front of a little row-boat. My dad is at the other end in a building, which was perhaps a bait-shop. I really don't know...
Anyway, I decided I would get into the boat without any help because I'm cool, and ended up slipping and falling into the water and drowned. I remember the sun shining through the water above and my little flailing arms and all the little bubbles. The whole nine. This is also how I remember it looking when I almost drowned in the pool.
I was three when this occurred, if I'm not mistaken.
Well, that's that.
Until next time...
P.S. I don't know why no one actually listened to Jessica's pleas; they probably thought she was joking...
...Hell, I'll stop kidding myself, they hated me! :p
I don't remember that. You were 3? That was 13 years ago. I barely remember what I ate for breakfast yesterday...
ReplyDeleteI STILL REMEMBER THAT CAUSE JEANNA AND MONICA INSISTED THAT THIS NEVER HAPPENED, WHEREAS ME AND NICOLE WERE SCREAMING CAUSE WE WERE LIKE WHAT, FOUR YEARS OLD? WE CAN'T SAVE YOU, I DIDN'T LEARN TO SWIM FOR ANOTHER LIKE, THREE YEARS.
ReplyDeleteI remember this. I remember this very well.
Also, I tried to kill you. They probably think I pushed you off.